I suppose I lost my spark at some point over the past three or four months. Before today, I was having trouble understanding what felt off and why only recently I realized I need to start doing things that are more fulfilling. My day to day isn't working for me. I feel in a rut, like I am stuck in a cycle that I can't get out of. While I have known for awhile that I've been on my phone too much, relying on brain numbing content, sitting around, not focusing on hobbies, I stil

In a moment of discussion with two of my closest friends, I needed to find some sort of comparison for how I was feeling in my current state of existence. Not quite shifting into a new version of myself, not quite discovering who I was, but more like digging deeper into my identity. Out came the words, "I feel like I am cracking the nut," and there it was. It doesn't really make too much sense, but I described to them that I have always been this nut, but only recently have I

This blog has been a long time coming. I first considered making a blog when I was thirteen years old and in my last year of middle school. After school once a week, my mom would meet me at the grocery store down the street to get our weekly grocery shopping done. For some reason, this was the most TREACHEROUS experience of my life. I usually liked grocery shopping with my mom, but I absolutely hated that so many kids from my school went into this store at the same time just